continuation of bits and pieces..

i'm tired from the marketing paper editing i've done, i've only had one hour of sleep for the past 48 hours and i haven't studied for the theo long test i have for tomorrow, but i'm happy..

i just came home from mcdo with chix, hologram and S.. :D

while chatting earlier today, he mentioned that he had a stat meeting near our place at his friends house.. i was hungry and invited hologram for dinner at mcdo and invited him as well telling him that may be i could hitch on his way to his friends house.. he said he wasn't hungry but if hologram and i were going, to text and tell him.. told him nevermind and that i'd probably just go home..

while i was walking, i saw chix and asked where he was going.. told me that he was on his way to mcdo.. *light bulb* :D asked him if i could go with him and i texted S telling him that i was on my way to mcdo with.. he texted back that he'll follow.. he arrived around 30 minutes later and once again my heart melted as i saw him.. as i mentioned earlier "i missed him today".. :D he didn't eat though and just sat with us, once in awhile standing up to say hello to his friends who happened to be there too..

while waiting for hologram to arrive, a lady came up to us asking if she could interview us, particularly the males.. chix declined saying he had to study so he was left with her.. he was too nice and couldn't decline so the interview began.. it was about skin disorders.. he made some things up like about his name and where he lived.. and so page after page after page, they talked about skin disorders.. we couldn't help but laugh at the situation.. sobrang kawawa siya.. his cousin was even in the other table suggesting that we get rid of the lady but he said it was okay.. after 30 minutes the interview wasn't done yet.. the staff from mcdo noticed and finally approached her and told her that what she was doing wasn't allowed.. she said that she'll leave after she finishes it.. she stayed for 10 more minutes and after the rushed interview, S was so stunned and dazed that we all laughed about it and joked him.. he opened the token the lady gave him only to find out that it was towelets.. two towelets for the 45 minutes of interview time about skin disorders!

his friend ------- arrived.. they were suppose to go to the stat meeting together.. afterawhile, another lady came up to her selling dried mangoes! today was definitely his day! we laughed about it some more.. :D

few minutes later, he found out that their meeting wasn't pushing through.. i kinda felt guilty that he went to all the trouble and he had to go through all those interviews and bought dried mangoes..

we stayed for awhile as jem ate.. he asked me to keep the towels for him for the mean time.. when it was around 8 he asked if i wanted to go home already.. :D i was glad that he was still taking me home despite the change of plans.. told hologram to go as well, but she declined and said that she'd stay with chix first... :D thank, hologram! :D

so he took me home.. we hardly talked since the ride was too short, but that was okay.. :D it was a great way to end my day..

so once again he has made my day.. :D

bits and pieces of yesterday

i missed him today.. just arrived here at school after doing our marketing project the whole day.. upon reaching school, i rushed to the strains room to see if he was there, but he wasn't.. went to the caf to get something to eat and passed by their bench he wasn't there either.. i did see V, thought and he said hi.. but i hardly glanced at him.. (this is not good)

yesterday..

... went to school to bring him his cake from our party.. told him to go to the strains room so we can all eat it.. after their class in theo, he went to the strains room and had a slice of his cake..he stayed for a while and left with sam and voldemort to go to the caf.. i followed them and bought juice, he bought juice too.. :D we went back to the room but he stayed at his bench..

... minutes later he entered the strains room and handed me a cookie.. he told me he bought it for me.. :D we played a few rounds of power pusoy and speed while watching sassy girl.. he left though because he had class.. wish he stayed though..

... V came and hung out for a while, but it wasn't the same.. i hardly get to talk to him.. i really wish i could get to know him better..

... S hung around for a while in the strains room after lunch.. probably because they had a paper due for theo in the evening..

... we went to the caf together to buy ice cream.. i ended up treating him because i was in a happy mood.. hmmmm.. i wonder why.. :D

...we went back to the strains room afterwards and once again played cards.. i lost several time though, but that was okay.. was one of the best games i've had.. :D

... had someone read me my destiny through a deck of cards.. didn't like it though since she and he said love is far away.. i just hope its a reading about the past.. :D

i'm chatting with him now.. he asked me who i was missing because my YM status said "i missed him today".. i jokingly told him that i was missing him even if i really meant it.. i don't think he believed me though which is really sad..

*sigh*

fuzzy memory of yesterday

yesterday was so fun!

S picked me up at around 11 to buy drinks and other last minute things for our party.. so from 1130 until before the training we were together.. :D he even had lunch with me at home.. :D
he arrived at around 730 at home and helped in making the gin pom.. alternately tasting our mixture on a shared cup.. :D at around 8 our first guest arrived, V! kinda disappointed though because he brought someone with him, but as it turns out it was their high school teacher.. (what the hell?)

when the guests arrived, S said he was hungry already and so i told him to start eating already.. he said he'll wait for me and that we'll eat at the same time.. :D i guess i took so long because the next thing i knew he was already eating without me! but it was okay, the intention was there.. :D

after dinner, we finally opened the bottle of tequilla and i was able to persuade him to take shots of tequilla as we went table hopping.. he didn't get drunk though, unlike me, and he stayed sober for most of the night, according to him.. :D took lots of pictures and had pictures taken with him.. :D yey!

we played truth or dare with the strainers and had a corny dare involving him.. it involved kissing him on the chest with his shirt on.. :D god, that was easy.. later on he had to do a dare which also involved me.. had to kiss my arm.. how boring is that!

later on, in my attempt to become alcohol free, i shared a glass of water with him.. :D hahahaha.. shallow i know.. :D

he left almost at 3 and before leaving he gave me a kiss on the cheek.. :D it probably didn't mean anything.. for him! :D

short encounters

was running late for intact this morning but i made sure to pass by the strains room to get sam's hand out for CMO-intact session.. when i got there i saw kel, sam and him!! hardly paid any attention to him though because i was in a hurry.. or at least pretending t00.. :D so even if i was running late and sam left her hand outs at home, i didn't mind at all.. :D

been anticipating that he'd drop by the room today but he didn't.. around 11 sam invited me to go to the caf.. he wasn't by their bench but i finally saw him at the IAC board.. i pretended not to see him and just kept walking.. :D (i'm not sure why i keep on doing this) anyway, after going around the caf and still not buying anything, i decided to go upstairs to check out what they were selling there.. i saw him with jo again and when he saw us, he smiled.. i smiled and he smiled some more.. *sigh* the smile..

i accompanied sam to buy baked potato and a minute later i saw him approaching us asking what we were going to eat.. i said i didn't know since i was getting tired of the caf food.. he said he didn't know what he wanted either but he bought mojo's and chicken anyway at the same place.. then while waiting he happily said.. "ara, bukas ah.. shopping tayo at 11.. makakabalik ka naman by then from your marketing diba?" .. all i could do was smile and say, "oo naman noh.. " (basta ikaw!)

i can't wait for tomorrow!

conference

sam has joined the conference.
ara: yello!
S has joined the conference.
ara: S, ma amaze ka na uli!
S: ano to?
ara: hahaha..
ara: its what you call conference..
S: huh?
ara: kawawa ka naman.. where have you been?
ara: (all my life?) hahaha
S: wla akong mic!!
ara: ndi kelangan ng mic..
ara: i don't have one either..
ara: sam..
S: anong sam ka jan?
S: c S ako!!!
ara: andito si sam eh..
ara: maximize mo uli screen mo..
sam: hi!
ara: kita mo name ni sam sa right side?
ara: see!!!
ara: S, ma amaze ka na uli!
S: oo nga noh!! astig!!
ara: hahhah..
S: kakahiya nato para akong lolo!!!
ara: ndi naman.. "ndi mo lang nasusundan ang panahon"
S: hehe muka nga.. ndi ko nga alam na may flash diskette eh..
ara: k lang yan.. at least alam mo na.. tulad ng blog na nung isang araw mo lang nalaman..
S: haha thanks ah!!! ayaw ko magblog.. mawawla ang private life ko. hahaha joke
ara: may private life pa naman ako ah!
ara: mga friends ko lang naman nakakabasa ng blog ko eh..
ara: and not everything is in there..
ara: sam, kita ko si crush mo kanina! sayang wala ka!
S: yihee!
ara: ako nakita ko rin crush ko kanina.. may kasama nga lang girl bumibili sila sa caf up, sa waffle dog..
ara: diba, S?
ara: muhahahaha..
S: haha tlga? cno naman yun gurl na yun?
ara: ewan ko sa yo!
ara: hmph!
S: nyek. wla yun noh. c jo lang yun eh. hehe close frend ko sya.
ara: sabi mo eh..
sam: ara, sorry, am doing marketing kaya ang bagal ko mag-reply!!! nakakainis kayo, lahat kayo nakikita niyo siya, ako lang hindi nakakakita sa kanya!!! pero girlfriend niya, ARAW-ARAW KONG NAKIKITA!!!
ara: hahahha.. kasama nya nga rin kanina eh..
S: muhahaha..
S: kilala niyo ba si beverly go?
anna has joined the conference.
ara: hindi..
ara: hey, anna!
ara: sam, si anna
ara: S, naalala mo si anna?
sam: hi anna!!!
anna: hi sam!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anna: S?
ara: siya yung nagbday sa dencios nung first year tayo..
ara: yung sa fort..
anna: ahhhhh! yah i remember...
S: ah.. hehe.. hi anna!!! (feeling close) hehe..
anna: hi S! nice to meet you...again..hehe
anna: after 2 years..
ara: punta siya sa party natin sa sat..
ara:
ara: siya naman yung pupunta..
S: nice to meet you too.. i hope to see you again soon.
ara: parang hindi maganda yung emoticon mo,S..
anna: parang bitter..hehe
ara: kaya nga eh..
anna: kung ayaw mo sabihin mo lang ha? hehe
ara: S, alam mo ba kung ano ang emoticon? muhahahaha..
S: hehe loko lang noh!! ayan masaya na sya!
ara: anna, si S yung crush ko sa strains ngayon.. 0
ara:
ara: hahahah..
ara: diba S?
S: joke lang sabi ni ara,, hehe,,
anna: ahhhhh talaga lang ha!?!
ara: ndi joke yun noh!
anna: wushooo
S: pag mag lie ka magiging ganito ka.. pinochio!
ara: ngek!
S: muhahaha...
ara: bukas hindi pa ako ganyan so ibig sabihin hindi ako nag lie..
ara: muhahahaha..
S: haha pag bukas maging ganyan ka. tsk tsk..
anna: tong dalawang to o!
ara: pano kung hindi?
S: anna, Bakit (ym name) ka? nanonood ka bang digimon?
ara: hahahha..
ara: may ganun ba sa digimon?
anna: ANO yung digimon?
anna: hehe
ara: cartoons..
anna: *clueless*
anna: ang loser ko ba sobra? hehehe
S: cartoons yun!! para namang napagiwanan na kayo ng panahon eh!! muhahahaha
ara: ndi naman.. if it makes you feel better, S doesn't know what a flash disk is.. at recently lang siya nag YM!
ara: so hindi ka loser, anna..
anna: oh my golly! where have you been all this time? what century do u come from?! joke!!
ara: joke lang S..
ara: fish tayo.
ara: ..
S: i have my own world..
ara: eanongayon?!
ara: muhahaha..
anna: anong fish tayo? mangingisda?
S: san tayo magfishing?
S: tara!
ara: ngerk..
ara: "peace tayo"
S: oink oink
S: shhh..
ara: ano ba yan..
ara: bakit?
anna: ako yung baboy!!
ara: hahaha..
S: ako to.. (clown emoticon)
S: c ara to.. (angel emoticon)
ara: bakit yan?
ara: (blushing)
ara: ako 'to..
ara: hahaha..
S: eto c sam.. (broken heart)
ara: hahaha.. gagi!
ara: sama!
S: eto c aramon..
anna: sino si aramon?
S: (anna’s YM name) pala!!!
anna: *lost*
anna: hehe to naman!namali pa!
S: oops.. sori..
ara: uy.. fraudian yan..
ara: ARAmon!
ara: sabi ko na nga ba S eh..
S: haha oo nga noh!!!
anna: feeling ko S may crush ka din kay ara eh..
anna: hehehe
ara: hahaha..
S: ndi.. fraudian slip lang yun!!
anna: wushooo aminin!!
sam: haha, anna i agree!!!
ara: san nanggagaling ang thoughts na ganun?
anna: UY biglang nagsalita si sam!
ara: psychological..
anna: didn't know u were still there!
ara: hahaha..
S: c sam buhay pa pala! hehe
ara: changing the topic..
ara: hahaha..
sam: sorry, am editing our marketing paper kaya hindi ako consistently participating in the conversation...
S: hay nako kayo!!
sam: S, umamin ka na kasi, ako lang naman e, promise, your secret is safe with me!
anna: and ME!!!
ara: and me!
S: nyek!!! pinagtulungan nyo nakong tatlo ah..
ara: hindi ah..
ara: oi, wag nyo pagtulungan si S.. hahahah..
anna: sorry na!
anna: i'll shut up na
anna: hehe
ara: (broken hearted) -> eto na ako
anna: awww...tingnan mo ginawa mo S!
anna: hehe oops
S: sori..
ara: ano yan?
ara: the damage has been done..
S: sori na nga eh..
anna: halaaaaa...
ara: pano ko alam kung sincere ka at hindi ka napipilitan?
S: sam help!!!
ara: ano magagawa ni sam? kakampi si sam sa akin..
S: (anna’s YM name).. sam.. help me..
ara: wrong people to ask for help..
anna: hey dude i've got a name..heehhehe joke!
ara: and her name is anna..
ara: GMTA!
anna: GMTA talga ara..
S: Anong GMTA?
sam: sorry, ano ang GMTA?
sam: ngek!
ara: Great Minds Think Alike!
S: sam, GMTA tayo!! pareho nating ndi alam!! muhahaha..
sam: kawawa naman ako...
ara: that's a nice way of puting it..
ara: bakit sam?
ara smiles happily at S
ara smiles happily at S
sam: alike ang mind ko kay S?!? ayoko nga!!! hahahaha, S kidding!!!
ara: tayo nalang alike, S..
anna: yiheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ara: hahaha..
S: sama ni sam..
ara: ako na nga lang eh! sama mo ayaw mo!
S: GMTA kmi ni ara!!yehey!!!
ara: ang pilit sobra..
ara: dibali nalang..
S: totoo yun!!!!
S: oh cmon!! hehe
ara: what ever.. magconfession ka na..
S: ano?!
ara: lie yun eh.. so kailangan magconfession..
ara: masama magsinungaling..
S: ndi naman ako naging eh..
ara: talaga lang ha..
S: oo! bukas same pa dn ilong ko!
ara: same din yung akin!
S: ara, anna, sam, matutulog nako.. gudbye! anna, punta ka sa saturday ah. gudnyt!
ara: her name is anna nga!
anna: it's anna for crying out loud!!
anna: sige see yah on saturday!!
ara: last name nya yung anna..
S: c u on saturday anna!
anna: bitter talaga ehhh
ara: S, di pa natin na finalize yung plans!
S: oo nga noh..ako na lang bibili sa drinks!!!
ara: anong drinks?
anna: tequila!!
S: alchoholic drinks!
ara: malamang!
ara: i meant be specific..
S: tequila and beer..
ara: ako na papabili ng ice? or ikaw na/
sam: bumili ka rin ng non-alcoholic ha! maski isa lang, kasya na sa akin, hahaha....
ara: hahhaa.
S: ako0 na din!
ara: tubig para sa iyo..
sam: thanks, ang saya!
ara: gin pom you want?
S: cge bili akong gatorade para kay sam!
ara: para may kulay.. effect lang..
ara: san ka ba bibili?
sam: hahaha...kayo bahala, ayoko mag-impose.
S: sa shopersvile!!
ara: madami bang umiinom ng beer? m not a beer drinker eh..
sam: shopping date na lang kayo!!!
ara: hay naku.. mapipilitan nanaman yan..
S: tama!! sabay na tayo bumili ng drinks..
ara: sam, talaga..
S: sam, bawal may sleeves ah!! muhahaha
S: ara!! sabay na tayo bumili ah!!
ara: hahahha..
sam: ngerk, as if naman di niyo ako papapasukin kung may sleeves ako!
ara: hahaha.. try natin..
ara: hehehe.. joke lang, sam..
ara: kahit naka pajamas ka pa okay lang..
S: pwede ng nakapajamas!!
S: muhahaha
ara: mind you, long sleeves yun..
S: talaga? wag na nga natin papasukin c sam. hehe loko lang sam!
S: ara, may clas ka b ng sat mornin? kung wala, shoping date na tayo!
ara: ang aga naman! matutunaw yung ice!
S: ndi!!! yun ice sa gabi na syempre!!
ara: edi isahan nalang..
ara: sayang sa gas..
S: anong isahan?
ara: sabay sabay na?
sam: mayaman naman si S e, he can afford the gas!!!
S: malapit lang nman eh.. sayang naman kung matunaw yun ice..
ara: ikaw bahala..
S: bsta ako na bahala sa ice na yan. sat morning natin bilhin yun mga kelangan. ok? may training kasi sa hapon eh.
ara: sige.. what time? may marketing meeting/sleepover ata kami tom nyt eh..
S: mga 11.. ok na b yun?
ara: sige.. san?
S: daanan na lang kita sa house mo.
ara: sige..
anna: yiheeee
anna: hehe
ara: si kel, online..
anna: wala lang
ara: kawawa naman siya. .bwisit na marketing talga..
S: mtulog na talaga ko.. gudnyt anna! gudnyt ara! gudnyt sam!
S has left the conference.

ara faints
anna: hahaha
anna:
ara: hahaha.. nakakagago..
ara: ARAmon.. hahaha..
anna: hhahaaha
ara laughs out loud
ara smiles happily
sam: hahaha, enjoy your shopping date!!!
ara: hahaha. .feeling ko ang weird tuloy..
sam: bakit?!? it's your chance to spend quality time, hehe....
ara: eh kasi feeling ko napilitan lang siya eh! sinabi nyo kasi eh!
sam: hindi kaya siya napilitan, he offered nga to pick you up at your house diba?!?
ara: eh kasi fishing naman ako no!
sam: hahaha, ang fun fun nito!
anna: hehehe blushing ara
ara: hahaha.. oo nga!
ara: hehehehe..
ara: one time sabi nya narinig ni jem "ara, pagnalasing ako sa saturday pwede matulog sa inyo?" hahaha..
ara: sige ba! sa tabi ko pwede?
anna: hahaha flirtatious!!
ara: syempre di ko yun sinabi diba?! sa isip ko lang yun!
anna: duh alam ko!
ara: dapat pala sinabi ko!
ara: i've got it bad..
anna: wait you guys!!
anna: i have to go!
ara: baboo!
anna: tulog nako!
anna: i'll see you on saturday oki!
anna: byerz! good night

kilig moments

sunday:

i saw him at church and once in a while when our eyes met, we'd smile at each other.. when mass ended he asked who i was with and told him i was alone.. decided to go early because of a marketing meeting.. when i left, i texted him asking if they were going to hear mass again since they arrived late, this had something to do with their religious practices. he didn't reply till around 2 because apparently he didn't have any load.. he didn't have any load and yet he replied.. :D we texted for sometime about where we were, what we were doing and about the basket ball game..

monday:

finally told Val my secret.. i couldn't tell her at first, so as if by fate, he passed by and i just pointed towards him and told her that i had a crush on him and as expected she squelled with joy upon hearing this.. we passed by their bench and i asked him if he was playing in our basketball game the next day, i reminded him of the 3-point shot he owed me.. :D we hung out on our bench to talk about my love-Y and about him.. :D when we went inside the room he was there.. we played bridge and sat beside him.. when it was time for philo he told me to stay since we were just having a discussion.. he knew because we had the same prof.. i insisted to go and the strainers teased that he bring me to school.. he didn't bring me of course and i wanted to stay but i knew i had to attend philo class..

when i came back, hologram told me that earlier, while val and i were talking, upon entering the room he looked for me.. :D hologram also told me that when i left he kept asking if he should have brought me to class but he hesitated.. :D

tuesday:

had an all-nighter because of marketing, at 6 am in the morning while i was finishing our paper, i received a YM message from him.. told him i haven't slept because of marketing and that we had our defense that's why i was up.. he said "ano ba yang marketing na yan. hindi ka tuloy nakatulog. :(" that definitely made my morning..

after our marketing defense, as i was going to the strains room to drop of my laptop and projector, i saw him with his friends and he asked me how our defense went, i told him it was okay, it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be..

i didn't see him till 4, when he dropped by the room before the basketball game.. Sam, Astrid and Alaine were outside at FFT, by this time they already knew about him so when he went to where we were to say hi.. we all couldn't help but smile.. :D

during the game, upon making a two-point shot he went towards me and said "Ara, para sa 'yo yun ha!" i melted there and then.. to top it of, during the next quarter he finally made a 3-point shot and he looked at me and pointed at me.. :D telling me that that was once again for me.. i thought it couldn't get any better when a few minutes later he made another 3-point shot, pointed at me and winked at me!!! OMG!!! i swear, he was so cute! that was one of the best games i've watched even if we lost.. :D

after the game, i thought he left early and this made me sad.. upon leaving the covered courts, i saw him walking back towards us and this excited me.. i casually invited him to go with us to dinner either at mcdo or jollibee and he said he's looking for his friend who was riding with him but he said he'd go with us and asked us to just wait for him.

he brought me home that night and asked me to go online so we could chat, he's into YM lately since he only got introduced to it recently.. :D

me: gawa mo ngayon?

S: nagddrawing. chek ko din friendster. matulog kang maaga ah. kelangan mo bumawi ng tulog.

me: natulog ako sa strains kanina..

S: konting hours lang yun noh. kelangan mo ng beauty sleep.hehe

Yesterday:

i sat in his philo class because i had a field trip for polsci that afternoon.. he hardly paid me any attention, but that was okay.. i needed to listen anyway..

when i went back to strains that evening upon entering i saw V! then as i scanned those who were at the make up session, i found S! woohoo!!! both of them were there! what a great day!

had dinner at eyrie, with ross, left, right, chix, and BF of voldemort (he-who-shall-not-be-named), we invited S but his friend was sleeping over so he wasn't able to join us.. finally told Anna about him and told her that i wanted to see him online.. and so i texted him "online ka! online ako ngayon.. " an hour later, i saw his name pop up from the corner of my screen! yay! we chatted for some time with doodles as our IMvironment.. we ended up playing pictionary with the "crayons" ... :D that's how he calls the IMv.. "magcrayons" :D

me: oi! gusto mo mag blue christmas? mag sign up kami mag faci nila astrid..

S: magfaci na lang ako ng acp?

me: iba naman acp eh! acp november.. blue christmas december pa ata.. and kids hinahandle ng blue christmas..

S: hehe bsta mag acp ako. pagisipan ko blu xmas. magfaci ka ba?

me: sa acp? log kami nila astrid and kel eh..

S: san ba magsign up sa acp?

me: ndi ko alam eh.. meron ata ngayon sa kostka extension? not sure though..

S: ah k. pwede ba pumili ng partner as acp?

me: ata.. bakit? sino gusto mong partner? S: si -------..

me: yihee!!! selos na ako nyan S!

S: haha.. matagal na kami ni ------- eh..

me: kahati ko na nga si hologram tapos pati ba naman si -------

S: nyek. hehe ano ka ba!ndi ka naman magacp eh.

me:eanongayon? so kung magaacp ako kunin mo akong partner?

S: oo naman!! basta sumali ka.

me: hahaha.. nax.. good answer.. pero hindi eh..log na kami eh! oh well..

S: hay nako. pinaasa mo lang ako!!

today:

i didn't see him much today.. i only saw him from afar and briefly in the caf while he was buying lunch with his girl benchmate.. :( nevertheless, the week has been exciting for me so far despite the fact that he hasn't hung out in the room as much as before..

on a side note, i saw V in the afternoon though.. as he waited for his class.. :D even had a quick chat as we passed by their bench..

hahaha.. so that's why i'm going gaga over him.. :D

the joke's on me

yes, i've been happy lately.. :D

never in my entire life have i had two crushes at the same time.. same barkada, yes.. but not at the same time.. :D

there's V.. my first crush in college.. the guy who makes me feel giddy and makes me skip in the little moments i see him.. :D then there's S.. a guy who i found cute in the past but never really took notice because i WASN'T available.. and this was something that just developed because of what was supposedly a joke.. i've been going gaga over him lately.. :D i'm refering to S here.. since there hasn't been any improvements with V and he hasn't been around like S..

it all began as i joke.. i told him that i had a crush on him and he didn't believe me.. seeing him squirm with discomfort because of what i said gave me a laugh trip.. soon enough, even the people from strains started to tease us as well.. :D (so you probably know by now who i'm refering too) on my birthday, he gave me a cake in front of the strainers, something which i didn't expect, of course it was part of the joke.. "nakikiride lang" as what sam suggested for him to do so he wouldn't feel uncomfy.. and so it worked for him and he started to joke around too.. :D i didn't want to joke around anymore, since he was joking around as well.. i wanted him to feel uncomfortable in a way but since he didn't seem that way, i decided to stop.. but of course out of habit, i still went on.. Hologram was part of the joke as well, saying that she too had a crush on him.. we never stopped joking around that both of us had a crush on him and constantly "fought" that he was ours.. so the joking around and light flirtations didn't stop.. i was having fun of course.. :D

i didn't realize it but soon enough, i realized that i started to look for him.. everytime the door in the strains room opened i would anticipate seeing him enter and see him smile at me.. the smile that makes my heart melt.. :D I'd see to it that i'd pass by their bench everyday just to see him smile at me.. then one day, as i was passing by their bench, i found myself searching for him rather than searching for V.. i knew i had it bad.. i didn't tell anyone right away since i wanted to confirm and observe myself first.. hologram's bday came and she started to tell me that the flowers she got that day were from S.. i pretended to get jealous in front of the strainers, as part of the joke, but in reality i really was jealous! when hologram finally told me that the flowers were from her friends, it made me feel better.. there was even this one instance when he told us about this girl that she liked and hearing this disappointed me, he took it back saying that he won't be persuing the girl since she had another boy and was a player.. and once again that made me happy.. yes, that's how bad it is.. sunday night, the night after Hologram's debut, i told her that i have a crush on him, for real.. :D she told me that she liked S for me.. that made me smile.. and so just like hologram, i also have my own set of one-way-Love-Y.. V on the left, S on the right and he-who-shall-not-be-named at the bottom.. (this is another story)

so what was once a joke turned out to be real for me..

patterns

as far as i could remember, till high school, i've only had four major crushes..

in grade school, i had two crushes.. there was sunblock, a boy who was crushed on by almost everyone.. my code name for him is not far from his last name.. by the end of fourth grade till grade 7 there was bacon, as my sister Cat called him, or KFC to me and my friends..

both of which were foreign looking and soccer players.. :D

when i stepped into highschool, i knew KFC was a lost cause so first semester came and i still didn't have any crush.. science camp took place and after the event, my best friend and i were back in CSA stalking my new crush, West.. was surprised to find that he liked me back since he wanted to court me.. but unfortunately, he turned out to be a jerk.. after the whole West thing, i developed a crush on his kabarkada, Hersheys.. Four years later, he broke up with me.

both of which were soccer players from a higher batch and in a way, with them the relationship ended badly.. :D

so now that i'm in college and once again SINGLE, i once again have a crush! and i don't only have one! i have two!

mind you, none of them are soccer players! :D