the joke's on me
yes, i've been happy lately.. :D
never in my entire life have i had two crushes at the same time.. same barkada, yes.. but not at the same time.. :D
there's V.. my first crush in college.. the guy who makes me feel giddy and makes me skip in the little moments i see him.. :D then there's S.. a guy who i found cute in the past but never really took notice because i WASN'T available.. and this was something that just developed because of what was supposedly a joke.. i've been going gaga over him lately.. :D i'm refering to S here.. since there hasn't been any improvements with V and he hasn't been around like S..
it all began as i joke.. i told him that i had a crush on him and he didn't believe me.. seeing him squirm with discomfort because of what i said gave me a laugh trip.. soon enough, even the people from strains started to tease us as well.. :D (so you probably know by now who i'm refering too) on my birthday, he gave me a cake in front of the strainers, something which i didn't expect, of course it was part of the joke.. "nakikiride lang" as what sam suggested for him to do so he wouldn't feel uncomfy.. and so it worked for him and he started to joke around too.. :D i didn't want to joke around anymore, since he was joking around as well.. i wanted him to feel uncomfortable in a way but since he didn't seem that way, i decided to stop.. but of course out of habit, i still went on.. Hologram was part of the joke as well, saying that she too had a crush on him.. we never stopped joking around that both of us had a crush on him and constantly "fought" that he was ours.. so the joking around and light flirtations didn't stop.. i was having fun of course.. :D
i didn't realize it but soon enough, i realized that i started to look for him.. everytime the door in the strains room opened i would anticipate seeing him enter and see him smile at me.. the smile that makes my heart melt.. :D I'd see to it that i'd pass by their bench everyday just to see him smile at me.. then one day, as i was passing by their bench, i found myself searching for him rather than searching for V.. i knew i had it bad.. i didn't tell anyone right away since i wanted to confirm and observe myself first.. hologram's bday came and she started to tell me that the flowers she got that day were from S.. i pretended to get jealous in front of the strainers, as part of the joke, but in reality i really was jealous! when hologram finally told me that the flowers were from her friends, it made me feel better.. there was even this one instance when he told us about this girl that she liked and hearing this disappointed me, he took it back saying that he won't be persuing the girl since she had another boy and was a player.. and once again that made me happy.. yes, that's how bad it is.. sunday night, the night after Hologram's debut, i told her that i have a crush on him, for real.. :D she told me that she liked S for me.. that made me smile.. and so just like hologram, i also have my own set of one-way-Love-Y.. V on the left, S on the right and he-who-shall-not-be-named at the bottom.. (this is another story)
so what was once a joke turned out to be real for me..
never in my entire life have i had two crushes at the same time.. same barkada, yes.. but not at the same time.. :D
there's V.. my first crush in college.. the guy who makes me feel giddy and makes me skip in the little moments i see him.. :D then there's S.. a guy who i found cute in the past but never really took notice because i WASN'T available.. and this was something that just developed because of what was supposedly a joke.. i've been going gaga over him lately.. :D i'm refering to S here.. since there hasn't been any improvements with V and he hasn't been around like S..
it all began as i joke.. i told him that i had a crush on him and he didn't believe me.. seeing him squirm with discomfort because of what i said gave me a laugh trip.. soon enough, even the people from strains started to tease us as well.. :D (so you probably know by now who i'm refering too) on my birthday, he gave me a cake in front of the strainers, something which i didn't expect, of course it was part of the joke.. "nakikiride lang" as what sam suggested for him to do so he wouldn't feel uncomfy.. and so it worked for him and he started to joke around too.. :D i didn't want to joke around anymore, since he was joking around as well.. i wanted him to feel uncomfortable in a way but since he didn't seem that way, i decided to stop.. but of course out of habit, i still went on.. Hologram was part of the joke as well, saying that she too had a crush on him.. we never stopped joking around that both of us had a crush on him and constantly "fought" that he was ours.. so the joking around and light flirtations didn't stop.. i was having fun of course.. :D
i didn't realize it but soon enough, i realized that i started to look for him.. everytime the door in the strains room opened i would anticipate seeing him enter and see him smile at me.. the smile that makes my heart melt.. :D I'd see to it that i'd pass by their bench everyday just to see him smile at me.. then one day, as i was passing by their bench, i found myself searching for him rather than searching for V.. i knew i had it bad.. i didn't tell anyone right away since i wanted to confirm and observe myself first.. hologram's bday came and she started to tell me that the flowers she got that day were from S.. i pretended to get jealous in front of the strainers, as part of the joke, but in reality i really was jealous! when hologram finally told me that the flowers were from her friends, it made me feel better.. there was even this one instance when he told us about this girl that she liked and hearing this disappointed me, he took it back saying that he won't be persuing the girl since she had another boy and was a player.. and once again that made me happy.. yes, that's how bad it is.. sunday night, the night after Hologram's debut, i told her that i have a crush on him, for real.. :D she told me that she liked S for me.. that made me smile.. and so just like hologram, i also have my own set of one-way-Love-Y.. V on the left, S on the right and he-who-shall-not-be-named at the bottom.. (this is another story)
so what was once a joke turned out to be real for me..
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