Thursday, December 09, 2004

sigh

its been more than one month since i last posted here.. not much has happened with strawberry and vanilla since strawberry has moved to another school and vanilla hardly shows up in the strains room..
last tuesday S came to visit us.. sigh.. hologram told me that both V and S were at the caf and so val and i rushed to look for them.. :D sigh.. both of them were wearing red that day and looked cute as always..
today, i came to school unprepared for the finance test.. as i was opening the door to the strains room, i couldn't enter because it wouldn't budge.. apparently, V was holding the other side and preventing me from entering.. :D hahahaha.. he finally let me in and i saw me smiling at me.. :D sigh... :D with him there, i TRIED really hard to study but couldn't.. eventually, we engaged in small talk with him asking what gift he could buy for his sister.. gave suggestions and found out that he doesn't like shopping! anyway, when he was about to leave, i heard him say he'd go to the lib to study there instead, i asked if i could come along and started to pack my things.. we walked to the lib together and found seats on the third floor.. studied for about an hour and eventually he left.. sigh..
saw him in other instances after that but we didn't speak anymore.. sigh..
now i'm just texting with him.. :D
hahahaha

Friday, November 05, 2004

note to self and readers

yep! i'm talking to you..

subtlety is the word here.. this blog is a secret and lets keep it that way.. don't want this reaching him or anybody else.. protect at all cause!

don't want to come out as a stalker-ass and a psycho even if i know i am somewhat projecting as such..

for the record, i'm not those die hard i-am-willing-to-kill admirer.. i just enjoy having a crush to go gaga over with after such a long time.. defensive ba? hahaha.. just keep it low..

Thursday, November 04, 2004

:c

i found out today that S is really leaving ateneo..
his grades didn't meet the grade requirement and since he was already on probation last sem there was no other way.. he'll be attending school at la salle cavite starting nov. 10.. sana nag UA&P nalang siya.. la salle is too far! kawawa naman siya if he'll be driving back and forth..
sigh..
i feel sad..
i'm gonna miss him..

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

booooo!!!

i saw neither of them today!

BOOOOO!!!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

weekend with S

friday:
A: pumayag ka sa 2 pm study group ni yellow? nagyayaya kasi si kel manuod ng sharkstale after lunch eh..
S: Nyek! Ndi ko alam! sori! nood na lng aftr natin mgaral. hehe
A: Nyek!- huh? bakit? Ndi ko alam!- ano ngayon? sori!-bat ka nagsosori? nood na lng aftr natin mgaral. hehe (sori, ang labo mo kasi eh.. )
S: Db tnanong mko kng nagoo ako sa stdy grup ng 2pm tpos sbi mo dn ngyaya c kel mgmovi.
A: E inulit mo lang sinabi ko eh!
S: Bst ndi tyo ngkakaintindihan. hehe :) pano na 2m? 2 na?
A: i'm torn kasi eh. i had my mind set on studying at 4 pa.
S: ako din eh. bsta aral tyo 2m! :)
A: worried kasi ako na if i go to the 4 pm one third wheel ako kanila abigail..
S: ah. hmm.. eh di 4 na lng tyo lahat! ayaw ko kmi ni yellow lng. heheh. kakahya.
A: malamng if ever kasama mo si yellow and val! bahala na bukas.. i'll let the bench decide.. anyway, good luck sa theo! magaral ka na nga!
S: knakabhan na nga ako eh.. pgdasal mko ah. txt mko 2m kng ano plan mo. ayaw ko mging 3rd wheel!!
at around 10:39..
S: nafeel mo yun lindol??
A: ndi eh.. tulog na kasi ako..
S: Hehe lumindol!! :) cge 2log ka na!
A: matulog ka na rin! maaga ka pa bukas diba?
S: ndi pa ako tapos magaral eh!
Saturday:
A: 2 nalang ako magstudy group.. lunch nalang daw kami eh.. sama ka? :)
S: cge. :) wala akong notes eh. hehe. :) san?
A: Sa eastwood daw.
S: hehe. cge. :) sabay tyo?
A: nasa school ako ngayon for the marketing competition. pwede akong sumabay sa iyo or sunod ka nalang. ikaw bahala..
S: til wat tym b yan? :) sabay na lng tyo. :) txt mko mamaya kng san kta daanan.
A: til around 12 ata sya.
S: sunduin kita ng 1, k lang?
A: bkt 1 pa? may gagawin ka pa ba?
S: daan ako ksi sa bhay ng frend ko eh. :) sunod na lng ako sa eastwud para ndi ka na mghntay. :)
darn!
he arrived around 2 at Fazoli's.. we were already done eating though and when he came he was still in his business attire as required by their prof for their orals.. when he came he thought that the study group was there and was surprised to see me with the bench.. hindi nanaman kami nagkaintindihan.. he asked me to go with him to buy his lunch and we talked about his theo test and our misunderstanding.. i suggested that we just text yellow and suggest that we have the study group in eastwood instead..
after lunch we decided to go to the tiangge and look around.. we then went to mcdo to buy ice cream then hung out at mini stop while we ate.. at around 3 we met upwith yellow and val at starbucks and did some "studying." yellow and val had to leave early because of the alicia keys concert and so we decided to end the study group at around 5.. on the way to the carpark, he asked me, "if you won the lottery, what would you do with the money?" after some thought i said, "i'd probably help build our house (refering to the one our family planned to have built)." i threw back the question at him and he said he didn't want to answer the question because compared to my answer his was pretty ma-babaw.. :D eventually he told me that he'd use the money to buy addidas and nike stuff.. hehehe..
riding home with him was fun.. i don't know if its because unconsciously i'm putting in some effort or what but for some reason its just so easy to talk to him and even when we aren't talking the silence is still comfortable.. whats so great about it is that i feel as if i could talk to him about anything and always get an honest response from him..
sunday:
at 11 this morning, he YM'd me asking what time i was going to mass because his family wasn't around.. told him that i'd probably go at 12 and i could accompany him.. he told me that he planned to go in the afternoon and asked for the mass sched.. i told him it was at 430, 6 and 730.. he decided to go at 6.. i was doing astrid's blog and got carried away and so by the time i finished i was late for mass.. i decided to go to the 430 one instead.. 4 pm came when my sister told me that mass was at 4 and not 430.. o damn, i though with a smile.. texted him the correct mass sched and informed him that i'll probably see him in mass then..
we sat together in mass and hardly said a word the whole time until during the communion when he asked if i was going to receive.. we had some small talk afterwards and asked him if it was okay if he'd take me home.. "oo naman noh" he said.. i smiled back.. :D and so he took me home after mass.. :D

sabi nya

oo, si S nagsabi nun..

hay..

Friday, October 08, 2004

19

astrid and i checked our random numbers for reg next sem..

natuwa ako.. pareho kaming random number ni V.. :D

i'm 19 under SOM, he's 19 under SOSS.. what are the chances.. :D

Thursday, October 07, 2004

small doze of strawberry vanilla

i should have gone to school earlier today! sam said that V and S hung out in the strains room at around 9 am this morning.. i was still at home, sleeping..
i accompanied astrid and liz to the caf for lunch.. i didn't think that he'd be at his bench but he was.. :D he was wearing white and khakis.. he waved at as while we were approaching and i smiled back.. as we went pass him, liz commented and told him about how "conyotic" he looked with his get up.. when i looked back at him, over my shoulders, while i was walking towards the caf, for that brief instance, i saw him smiling at me.. (well, i think it was me he was smiling at.. wishful thinking here..) hay.. that smile..
at around 130 we passed by their bench again, in hopes that i'd see S again.. we(me, sam, liz, astrid) were going to the trike stop since we wanted to go to NBS.. he wasn't there but V was.. he waved at us when he saw and we waved back.. after our trip to NBS, we left astrid and liz at the polsci dept and sam and I went back to the strains room.. saw V there studying with the BF of voldemort.. it was stat i think.. once again wasn't able to talk to him.. for some reason i just can't seem to start a conversation with him! its so frustrating! he left with voldemort since they had class together..
i went home..

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